Tuesday, June 1, 2010 .
sigh =\
shit lah, didnt know how i get myself into this terrible mess. seems to come back to the same problem every day. i dont und how come no matter how hard i work at forgetting about it and getting over a really, really stupid shot at truly giving my life and love to someone, i feel terrible.
like i dont know, every time i look i get confused and crushed terrible. like one day i make up my mind, and then another day i hate her, and then when i see her again its not that bad and then its okay..
doesnt help that my favourite JOhn Mayer album's technically a handbook for heartbreak..
its just a (sinfully, really really awesome) reminder of how pathetic i am..i'm in a heartbreak and it isint even real.
