Thursday, May 13, 2010
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10:58 AM
i'm grappling with the possibility that i've made one of the biggest mistakes of my life. ever. i feel really, really stupid. lonely. dont know what to feel or think.
but i know i miss you and i think about you every day. almost ever hour. i know you don't think about me that much but i'm worried about you. i think if you're alright, whether you're tired. and i keep wishing i could be there to hold you when you're cold.
i dont know why. it scares me to think that i care for you enough to throw my life away.
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