Monday, October 12, 2009 .
Thinky.
Afternoon,
Had a decent past few days, its my first time i've gone to the Gym four days straight! tired as a sloth but still okay.
Well, i'm in progress of painting my room and getting things done out nicely, so it sort of stinks like hell in here.. in conjunction my nose is killing me. hope to get my whole room done by the time school starts.
Getting prepped physically and psychologically for school..physically getting back in shape, and psychologically trying to anticipate people and think of ways to calm/react/meet/greet/think with them.
Had some thoughts over the past few days..
I think generally, i've becoming more and more harsh towards people..why because i feel i'm getting easily irritaited; beacuse i don't want to speak in a complicated way, i feel that i should speak with others plainly, to the point, and without the so called 'varnish' of society..
I feel people are really getting up my nerves even in the simplest of things (such as, asking me for a favour). I get all analytical and psychological..and waste alot of time.
I don't think thinking in that way is wrong, its just the act of getting pissed at people. Sometimes i can't comprehend why people just wanna..grab attention, or be socially fit in. or in conjunction with the previous post, not give a solid shit about studying.
I guess people mature at different times, but its bugging me. alot. since young.
I think i need to start thinking better..tolerate people more. Get past the pre-concieved nature of others and straight into character and substance. Have a decent conversation, and maintain solid ways of trust.
