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Monday, September 28, 2009 .
2:23 PM

Mood: relaxed-disatisfied
Location: home
Listening to: Blog Playlist- currently at Gravity (Album) by John Mayer




Hi,

Decided to resucitate my blog, i feel that posting is interesting, important way to keep in touch with people and myself. Yes, with great emphasis on self. Here's why.

The past few months have been a progressive mess, i felt myself sinking deeper into depression and self-destruction in the beginning of the semester. With the advent of monstrosities like financial management and economics..i started crashing and burning. I started losing touch with alot of people everywhere, i left several social groups and spent alot of time isolated; Playing games, watching shows, eating, sleeping, distracting myself with mafia wars.

The most ridiculous, and idiotic downfall i made was to lose touch with myself. Yes, i spent more time alone but i spent it satisfying my cravings instead of goals and desires. Comparing last year to this, i think i've changed alot in personality and ideals. not to mention weight, god damnit.

So yup, this is part of a re-initiative to get myself back on track again. Trying to get communicative again, get the design genes up and running again, trying to practice some html, trying to appreciate some good music, and so on and forth. Getting myself back on track to be a cleaner, fitter, more open and driven person.




Purpose aside,
I decided to stick with this skin and really improve on the design and flow. As you guys can see,

-Size of boxes have changed
-John Mayer has morphed into Dr. Gregory House
-New music box by house's ear, with new tunes
-Updated text
-New twitter widget

What you can expect coming up soon?
I'm considering doing alot of refinement in terms of colour and smoothness, intend to do a background on the plainer left side. and clean up the code..god! there are a thousand and one unnececary lines in template view..gonna sort that out.

Let the reorganization begin!






Okay, now thats out of the way.

Holidays have been quite decent so far. A relaxing long holiday, with good time spent with family, especially since my brother's back. Here's how my week usually goes-

Monday, thursday, friday- Wake up late, slack around, play games. Go out in the late afternoon,

Tuesday- Wake up late again, Watch House, Guitar Lesson, Prayer time, Paint

Wednesday- Same routine, memorize verses, go for bible class

Weekends- out with family

Tried to fill in for a few jobs, but it didn't really happen. However i decided to lend a hand to Gawad Kalinga! Well, it's been quite steady but we've been doing some stuff for Singapore and the Phillippines. Planning events and getting things down from paper to sketchy reality. It's been a good experience working with people from the other side. Although i don't get paid, its a really satisfying and fufilling experience. Quite happy and satisfied!

ohbtw, if you guys are free, check out their new website here. it's pretty cool.
http://www.gk1world.com/








Also been watching a few movies like district 9 and bruno. District 9 was way cool and interesting albiet being gory and slightly scary. Past the high def sci fi, the plot and ideas portrayed were interesting and cool to look at, especially if you know about the real underlying issues in present day johannesburg. (you can google for discrimination there, there's pretty interesting articles that come up.)



Burno was disgusting. just gay and gay. did i mention gay? i think i did.

But besides the scene where bruno does acrobratics with his...brotziet, and the thankfully censored 'fun' scenes, it highlights pretty much alot of interesting issues here and there. Go watch! its worth the grimacing. and its pretty funny too!




Speaking of watching shows..i caught F1 Yesterday on TV, it was a pretty average match but it was exciting to watch! check out these highlights man..quite cool!






That about sums up the major highlights of the holidays!
okay, that's it for today, i'm hoping to practice more guitar tonight and get more changes done to the blog. see you guys tomorrow!




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Billyzheng.
18 -> 19
31 May 91
Christian/Peace Advocate
Ngee Ann polytechnic
business & social enterprise

Think about me as someone who loves Music; especially rock, jazz, blues, in love with artists like John Mayer and Lady GaGa. Someone who's into the arts; Religion, Social Sciences, History, Theatre, Graphic design/Videography/Publications/Art
And definetly someone who's into guitars.

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to be a better me.(:
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Studio Recording Kit: An Awesome computer, Good recording software, new amplifier, soundproof room.
Tickets to John Mayer's concerts/Get on the mayercraft carrier.
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Masters, if possible
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