Saturday, March 21, 2009
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10:14 AM
Mood: awake
Location: starbucks, united square
Listening to: time after time by tuck&patti

I love starbucks.
Morning, it's 10:20 in the morning, and i'm at starbucks novena..
Pretty amazing huh? normally i wouldnt be up in such a time as this..but yeah i am! didnt manage to sleep through the night, so i stayed up to do some stuff on the com..sort out my accounts and money. Went out at 8 for a breakfast at long john's, headed over to starbucks to have a cuppa.
i'm amazed by how successful starbucks is- the branding, the look, the effects. It's mesmerizing, it's iconic. I love the place.
The ambience is good. the music is jazzy. the coffee is great! and it's comfy..ain't too cold either.
well, if i'm going to start a business next time, i hope to be have something as iconic as starbucks..cause they are certianly making history in our morden world.
thoughts: Been going through alot of changes recently. I think all these so called changes or phases i'm having is like a period i'm going through in order to grow. It may seem like a big load of negative, self-critisim and angsty teenage emotions, but it's change.
I picture it as a bird going through the changes of adulthood. He's gotta moult his feathers and grow a new coat.
I see a new change in heart, vision, aims, goals. a new sort of spurring in the heart, a new fire, a new irritable feeling to get rid of how i used to be in the past.
i hope to finish this change and embark on a long period of effectiveness in my eighteenth year..
I've pretty much had enough of being unproductive and obsessed with emotions and anger..
I scoff at myself now when i see that i used to get angry and friends or comment on how low their common sense or intelligence was..
Now i laugh at how i used to convince myself i was in 'love' with a person.
now i have a deep understanding that what i used to believe in people is really dead.
i need to be more billy. more real, more like who i am supposed to be in God.
I can't be pulled down by the wrong things in life or distractions. I got a goal to run towards to- and i think i'm really going to sprint towards it this time.
i need to..if not there isint much of a future there for me is it? (=
live, learn, lead
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