Friday, March 20, 2009 .
5:21 PM

Mood: average
Location: home
Listening to: nothing



The past few weeks have been a mix of good and bad.

Good: Got my archery board up at home, getting a new string, jig and stuff. Getting new clothes/sporting equipment. Finally have goggles and a decent shooting shirt.

Bad: been tired, sleeping hours have become 5am-3pm, having lots of shouting matches with mum, always have screwed up plans in the end. havent been hanging out with my classmates.


The great things: I've sorted out my vision, mission and standing. I feel better, more productive. I sorted out the things about my crush -

I am no longer 'in a destructive circle of so called love' now. I have embarrased, downtrodden myself and fallen prey to my emotions. i need to work on that. I can't fall in love, or so called love. I need to have less emotion.




anyway,

woke up today at one, had a bloody conversation with mum about how things should be done in project group.

I'm fed up with her talking to me about the same things over and over again.

went upstairs, talked somemore, fell asleep.

just woke up. wow great productive day.

I got gpa of 2.95 btw.

average.



i have to be better. i know that this was due to past mistakes and character. but i can let emotions and unhappiness bring me down.


I have the power. I'm blessed, I'm a Child of God. i can do this.







I'm going to see Phil Pringle at CHC btw.

I feel compelled, sort of different. like that airforce commercial.

'I am here for a higher purpose.'


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