Sunday, January 25, 2009 .
3:00 PM

In pacific coffee vivo now, had an awesome lunch in far east plaza just now with mum and sis. Seriously, Nan ban tei's gotta be one of the most authentic jap restraunts i've been to. period.

Had a couple of grilled stuff..fried rice, but it was some meal man..gotta find time to get back there with friends and family!

Been looking over POA and stats just now, i've got loads to catch up with..gotta get started too man! and i so have to start packing my room.. Relatives coming over soon!




Had some rough nights this week, but its been ok..



Went back to see Dr Goh again, she's been giving me advice on how to tackle things out with my pals..

Was just reflecting back at GK and everything..i was just thinking, hey, what happened to all our values in the face of work? Just because of stuff like marks and issues, we turn on each other's friendships, blame each other and stuff like that?



well, i guess its back to the drawing boards with auntie boon agn.

I admit, its hard to get out of the past sometimes..we tend to cling on to habits and things we developed in past experiences. but well, one time or another it comes back to haunt us, and we just gotta let it go.

with some help maybe? (: sometimes you cant keep going in life on your own..





I miss that sense of simplicity i felt when we were back in ERH..

Knowing that there's no pressure to do anything, that you're taken care of, that you're far away from the cares of the world and lots of stuff..knowing that you can do what you like to do there, and no one'll hold things against you.

Even though you're from the other side of the poverty circle, or from a different country.



I guess, sometimes the things that we have to do is to bring back the values we gain from our daily life. That's what makes the difference right? (:

Maybe i dont find much people who care about relationships, who care about what's inside in the heart..but hey!

If we as one person start behaving contrary to the selfishness we see in daily life..isint that making a difference in the lives of others?



I used to remember how pastors used to tell us to smile and how it could make a diff in someone's life. maybe it's time to start taking what they said into consideration..going a step further (:

Maybe that's one step to solving conflicts between friendships and love..


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